ERRrrrr...
I'm so irked right now. I just called Cristina about a few minutes ago cause I wanted to tell her to visit my blog because I only have 3 visitors (thanks hon!) and then I told her about my letter to Analyn and she was like yeah... me and Francia and this guy named Brian were talking about it around 3 in the morning last night. I was like, who's this Brian? Do I know him? She said, no but he knows of you. Now I'm just thinking... what the freakin' heazie... it's so irking to know that people who do not actually KNOW me but know OF me is talking about me. Yah know? I'm just like, uh, I need to meet this guy or I need some introductions tomorrow because I know it's not just him who has some kind of opinions about me and he lives in another frickin' city! Yah know? Don't get me wrong, I think everyone has the right to have an opinion about anyone but I think they're opinions should be based on some kind of interaction that they have had with that person. Like an introduction or seeing them at school or something, where they can actually say oh yeah, I saw her this one time or yeah I met her once... blah blah blah. Am I just making a big deal out of this because I mean, I just hate the fact that these "people" who are talking about me, these "people" who are making opinions about me, are complete strangers to me... I have no frickin' idea who the heck they are. I didn't go to school with them, I never hung out with them, heck, I probably never have met them. It's just so annoying. ARGGH!! Man, it makes me wonder how so many people know me... like this one time when I went to Green Tea House... I saw my friend, Ronald with his group of friends and I was like hey! (to Ronald) and someone from that table said "oh it's Rosanna". I was like, uh, whoa, I have no idea who that chick is. It's just really weird. Errrr... anyway, I'll be seeing these so called people that talk about me tomorrow. Whoo hoo! Hopefully I get to meet them and get to know them and then they can go ahead and talk about me.